I lost my whole frickin' blog this morning! I'm so mad!!!! Really, pissed. I posted all about the wonderful concert Career Girl and I saw and now in the blink of an eye, it is gone. All gone. So I will have to post about that tomorrow. This morning I will post about anger and rage and if my toilet was big enough I'd flush this laptop down it!!!! grrrrrr.....I really mean GRRRRRRR!!!!!
So let's talk about anger. Is it a needed emotion? Do you ever feel like you could totally lose control? I had that feeling once (that I can remember) about a decade ago. I was having little (big) girl problems and the Dr. recommended a certain hormone supplement (can't remember the name and I say "recommended" because after all IT IS our body and we don't have to take whatever the Dr. prescribes, right?). I'm not suggesting going all rogue on our physicians but the internet is a powerful tool to check what others have to say. Another case in point, I was prescribed a certain anti-depressant during a particular time in my life and when I went to ween myself off this drug (with my Dr. help) I experienced "brain zaps." That is the only way I could explain what I was going through. I had a dickens of a time walking, thinking, performing day-to-day duties because all of the sudden I would have these brain zaps. Let's face it, when you take a mind-altering drug there will be some issues. I googled my prescription and sure enough, loads and loads of people wrote about the same thing. Maybe if I had researched this particular drug, I might have asked for a different prescription (or maybe not!). The same with the hormone drug; I wonder how many females were ready to slap the heck out of their husbands. I have never felt so out of control as I did taking that pill. I know I'll get some flack from this sentiment but I still believe we can determine if we want to take something or not, but for heaven's sake, read the label. Research what you are putting into your body. Talk with your Dr. about side effects!
I'm not as much angry as I am perturbed that I AM SICK AGAIN!!! I can't shake this cold/ allergies/ sinus crap/ "who knows what I have." Yesterday I was bragging about how I have gotten over whatever we seem to share in this household because I started using paper towels to dry my hands versus a community towel. Well, guess what? I'm not saying God zapped me with another cold because I was so non-humble in God's House, but darn it, something zapped me again with this runny nose and sinus pressure!!!! I am NOT blaming anyone or anything. I will be humble about it and head out to the store to buy Lysol and more paper towels. The paper towel antidote was not working by itself. Many of us in this strawberry patch sneeze before we can get to a Kleenex (I won't say who but he knows of whom I speak!). So we are still sharing that same damn bug!!! I'll let you know if I can exterminate it! I can tell you this laptop WILL die if I lose another blog post!!! just saying ahead of time.
I will be ending my posts with a little weighty news! I plan to lose 50 pounds. I won't be celebrating little advancements like 5% or 10% goals. It's just there: 50 pounds. When I weigh I'll keep you all informed (you are my "keep it real" Grainiacs) of how close I am to that 50 pound loss. I started writing about this new "weighty" news on Friday (but we all know what happened to that blog draft this morning, grrrr)! So from Friday till today....
Strawberry (47 lbs to go)
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